It has been raining almost non-stop here, and I love it. It’s not heavy, so whilst it’s pooling in places, there isn’t a lot of flooding or destruction, it’s just nice. We also lack wind at the moment, and so I can keep my window open for the most part.

I think there has been an update to WordPress. I don’t know for sure but I know that I’m cringing at the way my post looks in drafts. It’s either that or because it’s been a fortnight since I’ve written a post. I don’t even know what happened.

Last week was so slow and yet I spent the entire time just feeling slow with it. It was like I was sick but with only half the pain, and so I couldn’t quite tell if I was actually sick or if it was really just a bad week for me. I am just not in the mood for living right now, and I think it’s just an amalgamation of stress that I haven’t been able to deal with yet because it has long-term and external factors.

I feel a lot better today though and so I’m hoping I can set the tone for the week, or at least get enough stuff done today that I don’t have to worry if I cascade into a miserable weekend again. On a more positive note, though, I saw some close friends and had ramen yesterday. Warm food and good company was enough to make me feel content, even if that was also just me being exhausted. I did also DM them for a few hours beforehand, and I spent most of the time half-lidded and just making a whole lotta bullsh*t up. But apparently it didn’t go too bad considering.

Anyway, as I make a late start to my day, I thought I’d just sit and point out to myself that at least the weather is lovely.