My body hurts, my head hurts and my eyes hurt. That’s the norm for this month. The aching in my body is from the physical labour at Job 2 and my head hurts probably because I need a new pillow. My eyes probably hurt because Job 1 and 3 rely on a computer and most of my other personal work (writing etc.) is digitised.

The worst part is the forgetting. Even as I’m writing this blog piece, which is just short and reflective, I keep forgetting what I’m doing. And if I’m not forgetting what I’m doing, I’m struggling to find coherence in my words and thoughts. Which is not great. I can’t tell if it’s because I’m trying to do too many things or if it’s just because my cognitive/memory issues are getting worse. I should probably go to a doctor about it. Before it becomes too overwhelming for me.

Other than that, there isn’t a whole lot to reflect on, other than I have decided to commit to continuing my writing streak on here. I wonder how far I can go. I wonder how far I can go with it. In a year, will I still be looking at the number growing? Let’s try for that!

I’m hoping to pull back a little this week, to try and relax and get everything in order before it all rolls away again. I need a bit of a breather and a proper stretch. And maybe some tea.